When I was a skinny Twink type at age 19 I had a guy give me money to come to this party with him and a group of other professionals who wanted to use me as the entertainment. It sounded hot and they saw me as an object. They embarrassed me and gagged me and had me doing things for tips, like one guy wanted to fuck me on bathroom floor and push my head into the toilet water (I cleaned it first lol) and that felt so absolutely degrading.
When i was young an older guy had his way with me. Now many years after, now i am alone and now i need to be fucked in the ass again. I am dreaming of it at night. I need to be someones bitch.